Parting Shots
Always before
she stepped through the door
my mother would give her hair
a last shot of spray
then a few shots more
with her headscarf on
because
she might as well,
she was holding the can,
the wind might tousle
her forehead curl,
you never could be too sure.
This made no sense
to anyone else.
Of course.
Which might have been the point.
No-one required it,
no-one prompted
this small act,
it was inconsequentially her own,
not work or a chore. And yet
it had a completeness – the way
she’d give the hallway too –
accomplice to this ritual –
a good-luck blast
and only then
step to the door
through lilac-simulacrum air,
more fit for the day.